"Sin had left a crimson stain He washed it white as snow"Jesus Paid It All by Elvina Hall |
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Lady Macbeth
Friday, March 25, 2011
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Sunday, March 20, 2011
A November Witching Hour
Part VII
The eloquent people arranged themselves like a painting around the front room of the mansion. Verity arrayed her greenish black dress on the red velvet couch as she sat. James and Melanie sat on the couch facing her, but across the room, James rubbing Melanie’s satin sleeve between his fingers. Caedmon and Lenora stood near the window, the tips of their fingers holding them together. Caedmon forced a creeping dread back down from his stomach. Lenora was Reilly no longer, but sometimes a half-hidden-somewhat-leftover thought of hers peeked into Lenora’s mind. Reilly would have been nervous to meet Cicero, but Lenora was well practiced in keeping her regal bearing while submitting to authority. She had complete respect and love for Caedmon, and it was a pleasure to be under his headship, and she figured Cicero would be like him, if definitely more cold and aloof. Still, the thoughts of Reilly were not all sundered from her mind, kept still in a feeling of serene sorrow that clung to her like a bloody millstone. They all habituated themselves to similar weights in that room. Her eyes traveled around, until they were captivated by the wine glasses filled with crimson liquid on a table opposite her. She could smell the blood warming in the sunlight. For some reason she felt she should feel disgusted, but she couldn’t force the feeling, and mostly didn’t want to.
They heard the purr of an engine coming up the drive, the crunch of tires on the gravel. Cicero entered soon after. Everyone stood with sagacious grace, and he greeted them individually with the bearing of a Caesar. He came last to Caedmon, whose hand he shook with first one, then both of his own.
“How are you, my son?” he asked with a warm smile.
“Well, father.” Caedmon smiled in return.
Cicero then turned to Lenora, his smile going broader.
“And this must be Lenora. It is a pleasure,” he said taking her hand from her side. She hadn’t expected him to say so little to Caedmon.
“The pleasure is all mine,” she answered, her voice small.
He considered her whole aspect in a moment, and seemed pleased. Her left hand clenched and unclenched her silver-grey dress at her side. The motion was born of the Reilly part of her.
“Well, I wish we had more time for pleasantries, but we must be going. The Breton elders are expecting us,” said Cicero as he walked to the tray with the glasses. He picked one up and began to sip it. The others followed his example, and for twenty minuets they sipped the blood and listened to Cicero tell of the beauty of Ireland. They would be royally late.
Saturday, March 12, 2011
A November Witching Hour
Part VI
3 Years Later
The woods have their own silence at night. When you first become motionless it seems dead quiet, but then you can hear the rustling in the branches, the quiet slithering and scratching of the creatures. It’s a music heard for ages on end. May it never end.
Caedmon stood in a small clearing, carpeted in green moss and scattered leaves, surrounded by seven trees, oak and maple and fir. The night’s presence filled his ears and veins as he stood like a breath touched statue. He heard slippered steps approaching, but he couldn’t see their bearer through the trees walling his clearing-castle. Lenora appeared like light beside the oak tree, her right hand delicately resting on it’s bark. Her face was solemn, her eyes leonine. She was wearing a silver-grey dress, that fluttered in a breeze he couldn’t feel on his face. She looked at him, and no one moved for what seemed like hours.
The night began to change, growing chill, though cold meant nothing to their vampire blood. He held her gaze, and noticed the veins in her eyes flooding black, and slowly the lovely brown began to fill with darkness. Her eyes were jet black, and a sneer began to contort her face. She leapt for him with an evil purpose, but was brought up short. A human girl had appeared out of thin air between Lenora and Caedmon. Her small hand was on Lenora’s chest, keeping her from moving forward.
“No, beloved,” she said, with a clear, firm voice.
Then, Caedmon woke up.
The sky blue curtains fluttered, and he could see every tree for miles out the window, though it was just past one in morning. He got up and went to the open window. He twisted his wedding ring around on his finger, as he always did when he was thinking hard. The dream had unsettled him, touching a timeworn suspicion.
He heard Lenora sit up in the bed, and then come towards him. She put her arms around his waist, and he felt her wedding ring against his chest.
“What is it, love?” she asked.
“Nightmare,” he answered.
“Hmmm.” She knew he would tell her when he was ready. He didn’t want to tell her. He didn’t want to hurt her, though he didn’t see how a dream could do that.
“Tomorrow, you get to meet Cicero. I’m sorry it took so long.” He wasn’t sure how sorry he was. Cicero had been in Ireland for the last three years.
“Yes,” she answered. Tomorrow, they would also introduce Lenora to Breton. But that was nothing really, that was the home of the humans, the home of Reilly, who was no more. Breton mattered little to its vampire founders except for the blood it provided them.
Caedmon turned around, and kissed her long.
“We should get some sleep, my love,” he said.
“K.” She smiled, her green eyes sparking.
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Monday, March 7, 2011
A November Witching Hour
Part V (Warning: All that glitters isn't gold & all that is gold does not glitter {in other words people can deceive themselves and when that lie masquerades as love be warned})
He didn’t hear a sound from the tomb for the two hours. He didn’t know what he would have done if he had.
The guardians slowly disappeared into the nighttime forest. He walked quickly to the stone lid, and slid his fingers underneath. Then, he flung it off, sending it spiraling into the nearest tree with a thunderous noise, but the granite didn’t crack.
He looked down. The noise hadn’t woken her. Reilly lay curled up like a little baby, her hair matted by her own vomit and blood. The stink scorched his nose. He leapt down to her, cradled her in his arms, and quickly leapt back out. He crunched the chains on her wrists and ankles and threw them away. She was still out of it. He started to run back through the Devine Woods, the moon reflecting off his cat-like eyes. His foot never slipped, and he never stumbled.
In only twenty-three minutes he covered the twenty-seven miles to the mansion, the newest home of the founders of the town of Breton. The door stood open. He didn’t pause, but in fluid motion he flew up of the stairs. He set her on the black velvet sofa, like she was made of crystal. Her eyes moved under her lids, her brow furrowed. She was in a nightmare. He knew he could save her. He wanted to. But something invisible and inscrutable froze him. She couldn’t go through all that without any joy coming out of it.
The soft shift of fabric made him look up.
Verity stood in the door frame, her youthful face lit like an angel by the candle in her hand. Her eyes glowed with an internal light.
“You have to do it, Caedmon,” she spoke, “Save her.”
He looked down. Reilly’s blood reflected the candlelight eerily against the black fabric. He felt desire flood him. The pure desire of love. He must be with her, know her soul like no one else. He reached out and brushed her hair from her forehead, a slight tremble in his fingers. He touched each of her eyes with his middle finger. They opened slowly. He knelt by the couch, putting his hands on her shoulders. He saw fear in her eyes, a little girl afraid of the dark.
“Do you want to live, beloved?” he said, his words soaked in unadulterated love.
“Yes,” she whispered.
His right arm slipped under her back cradling her to him. His left hand moved her hair off her neck. He kissed her a few inches below her jaw. Then, he bit deep.
Her blood filled his mouth like ambrosia, juicy as a steak. With more than a little effort, he removed his mouth and bit into his own lower lip. He sank his teeth into her one more time. Their blood mingled, and he groaned with pleasure. She would be his bride and his daughter of sorts. Neither would ever be alone again. He stopped, this time with ease, and leaned back. He reached into his pocket and brought out a red choker that he fastened around her neck, over the bite.
“She needs a new name to wake up to,” Verity said. He had thought she had left and felt anger flicker in his chest like a lighter at her invasion of privacy. But with a thought he extinguished it. Reilly would be her sister. She had a some right to see her resurrection.
“Yes,” he answered. Verity tilted her head.
“Her name is Lenora.”
Verity smiled.
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Meeting Place
All credit for song goes to Quiet Science
Beaming (demo) by Quiet Science from He Calls Me Diamonds EP
A November Witching Hour
Part IV
They had watched the elders bury her, and walk away after. She screamed for near half an hour, and went silent. He could smell her blood, the metallic scent growing stronger by the hour. It eased once she grew quiet, but after two hours she woke up. Then the smell of vomit joined the smell of blood. She started screaming again. Caedmon dragged his fingers through his black hair, and paced from one tree to another.
Cicero had told him this was necessary. She must be broken, just like he once did. Without death there couldn’t be resurrection. He had died once, the memory seared in his mind. He had been burned at the stake. But he had been rescued. By Cicero the moment before he would have suffocated. Cicero healed all his burns without giving them the profit of a single scar. That victory he saved for himself evidenced by the broken grey circle on Caedmon’s neck. She was quiet. He stopped pacing.
The others watched Caedmon in silence. They were not here to help him bear his burden, just to make sure everything went according to plan. The plan that had repeated for hundreds of years.
Caedmon clasped his hands in front of him like he was praying, resting his thumbs against his lips. He pictured his mentor, outlining his face till he could see every detail before his mind’s eye. He imagined him speaking. He heard some of their most memorable conversations again, steeling his mind to when she would wake. He looked up at the sun. Three more hours till it was dark. Three more hours till she could come to life again.
But in only an hour she woke up. This time it wasn’t screaming he heard, but singing:
“Saol na saol,
Tús go deireadh.
Tá muid beo.
Go dea.”
Her voice was barely audible, purely beautiful, and perfectly terrible like her screams could never be. He had seen her only once from afar, but his mind was like a camera and now he couldn’t delete her picture. He couldn’t stop himself from imagining what she must be feeling down in the darkness, alone.
He heard Cicero’s now unbidden voice, again. He asked if he thought the resurrection had been worth the burning. At the time Caedmon had said yes.
Caedmon ran for the tomb, his whole mind now focused on the act of lifting the stone keeping her prisoner. The others shocked stupid for a suspended moment, grabbed him a foot from the grave. Each one grabbed an arm and they hurled him backwards. She still had two more hours.
He landed face first in a pile of leaves. Caedmon stood regally, and turned to face the guardians. They flanked the stone watching him. Slowly a long knife extended out of the sleeve of the one to his right, its blade reflecting the first crimson rays of the sunset. It was hopeless. She was quiet again. He hoped she would sleep away the next two hours.
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Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
A November Witching Hour
Part III
She stirred and rolled over on her side, oblivious to the manacles around her wrists and ankles, still half asleep. It seemed to her that she was safe in her bed at home, the evil dreams of the night before just wisps at the corners of her mind. The first thing she was fully aware of was the strong smell of earth. Next, the feeling of a spider crawling on the back of her neck. Finally, the sound of metal striking soil, right next to and below her. Someone was digging.
She opened her eyes. She was lying on the edge of a deep red, almost brown blanket. It was still dark, and she could just distinguish the forms of trees unending past her sight. A torch was struck in one of the trees. She blinked. No, not a tree, a figure cloaked in black held the flickering light. She shot up with a slight cry only to have a previously unnoticed figure put their hands on her shoulders and slam her back to earth. She cried out in pain. No one answered her. The person kept their hands on her shoulders, and another grabbed her ankles. The skin around her wrists and ankles was raw and bruised from the rubbing of iron on her youthful skin.
“What’s going on?” she asked of the cloaked figures of which she now saw were nine. Five holding torches around the small clearing, two keeping her under control, and one digging. The final one was walking, light-footed, to her side. He knelt, and extended a hand over her heart. He spoke softly in what she recognized as Latin.
“Please,” she cried, “I swear by my blood that I’ll keep the faith. That I’ll reform. Please let me go.” The man stood and remained still. She wept to the sound of a grave being dug. It seemed to her that she was a figure in an archaic painting. The maiden being offered to the pagan god. As she thought this she felt a great swell of pity for the others in the painting.
A thud startled her, and she saw the one digging being hoisted up out of the hole. He came around to her feet, as Mr. Thomasson moved from her side to her head. Before she could collect herself they had grabbed the corners of the blanket and lifted her up. Her first instinct was to roll out, but it was too late as she was caught between its high corners.
They held her above the hole, and began to lower. She cried out for mercy, first in English, then in Latin:
“Parcete, parcete, PARCETE!”
Then, she hit bottom. The grave was at least nine feet deep. The person who had first shoved her back down remained at the hole, while the others disappeared to her left. She knew who it was.
“Mom! Mommy, please, save me! Save me, Mommy. I’ll change.” The figure stepped back from the edge and out of sight. She screamed and thrashed, getting cuts and scrapes all over her from the chains and the rocky earth. But that was nothing to the deep ache that had exploded in her heart. She had always walked around with a weight, and now the ropes holding it were severed. It was molten pressure. They sealed her grave with ancient granite, but the cold stone couldn’t hide her blood-curling screams.
Her mother lingered, as the others filed away. Mr. Thomasson returned for her quickly, taking her arm and leading her away. He offered no words of encouragement and she shed no tears. No matter the pain now, her resurrection would be glorious, as none had been for a century.
Reilly soon passed out again, only to wake in complete darkness. She told herself that it was her choice to let her fear become panic, but her reason didn’t last long. She felt as if there were a thousand little things crawling on every inch of her skin. She thrashed about, still screaming. She felt nausea, vomit. She was getting dizzy as blood flowed freely from several deep scrapes. Finally weary, she closed her eyes and wept till she blacked out.
The thing she first noticed when she woke up was again the smell, but this time the rich smell of earth was joined by the smell of her own vomit. She squeezed her eyes closed, but she had no water left for tears. She thought about how long she had been down here, but the stone let in no light. she bit the inside of her mouth until she bled to keep from panicking as the spiders still tickled her skin, like a thousand feathery needles.
“Think, Reilly, think,” she yelled in her mind. It was hopeless. She was bound with iron and even if she could stand the stone lid would still be almost four feet above her head. Her head spun, but for better or for worse that kept her from panicking again. As her senses shut down she calmed. One thought sewed through her mind. It was more of a feeling really, an eerie feeling of deja-vu. This had happened before. She remembered. It had been in a book Mr. Thomasson had given her called The Da Vinci code. That book had disdained the idea of resurrection. She forced her thoughts away from that supposition. She started to panic. She forced herself to sing to keep her mind under control.
“Saol na saol,
Tús go deireadh.
Tá muid beo.
Go dea.”
The familiar song fought off her panic.
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A November Witching Hour
Part II
She jumped as the door of the hall suddenly swung open. Her English teacher in his customary suspenders and grey mustache smiled when he saw her and beckoned to her. He had been the most tolerant of her and Addy of all the elders of Breton. She quickly mounted the steps, and met him at the doorway. Light poured from behind him and she could hear people talking inside.
“C’mon in,” he said, “We were just about to send someone for you.”
He stepped forward, and held the door so she could pass in front of him. Everything in the great assembly hall was made of maple wood, from the walls to the floor to the pews, so that with the double rows of chandeliers, the hall was as bright as daylight even long after dark, as it was now. Not that much daylight ever reached that room as there were no windows. Reilly had to stop and blink a few times as she entered. Once her eyes adjusted, her breath caught. All sixteen elders were seated in their black robes at the far end of the hall, presiding regally over those talking excitedly or sitting quietly in their respective pews. Breton had a population of 138, and at least a third of them were gathered now. The more adolescent third from what Reilly could see. She moved to her left so she could grab a seat at the back, but Mr. Thomasson tapped her on the shoulder.
“Follow me,” he said, smiling encouragingly. She returned his smile. He turned and proceeded down the center aisle, his thumbs resting behind either of his suspenders. She followed a couple steps back, eyes on the ground. She felt goosebumps appearing on her arms under her yellow hoodie, and shivered although it was an uncommonly warm night for November. She told herself she had no reason to be afraid; Mr. Thomasson respected her, and wouldn’t lead her into some kind of trap. She glanced up at the other elders. They didn’t look angry and she saw her mother smile at her. They probably just wanted her to sit up front so she would be closer to their words of wisdom and less likely to zone out, though she rarely did that during a congregation. Surely far less than most of those her age did.
They reached the foremost pew. Mr. Thomasson kept going up onto the stage. Reilly stopped, and looked to her left. He couldn’t have meant for her to follow him up there could he? She met the eyes of Mr. Borgman the secretary. He smiled too, and motioned her forward. She pulled her sleeves down further, and clasped the end of the fabric in her fists. She made her way up the steps. They don’t look at all angry, she reminded herself. Except for Sheriff Lane, but he always looks angry. She laughed shakily in her mind, but it didn’t quell the dread that spread through her.
Mr. Thomasson stood behind the pulpit, his hands braced on its sides She turned around next to it, and faced the crowd. Her eyes glanced around not making eye contact with anyone. Mrs. Smither had risen to whisper something to Mr. Thomasson before he began. Reilly’s eyes fell on Addison’s. She stared back at her, her face stoic, her mouth set. Reilly jerked her eyes to the floor before she could read the feeling in her face. Mr. Thomasson smacked the pulpit lightly three times with his right hand and the room fell dead quiet. Reilly locked her gaze on the doors of the great hall, so she couldn’t see the faces of those before her.
“We, the elect of tonight, are gathered together for a celebration,” Mr. Thomasson began, his whole torso bent into propelling his words over the pulpit. “A celebration of a resurrection, a moving forward, a great progression. The greatest resurrection is that of faith in the human soul and only through faith can we receive redemption.” He paused and everyone said amen. Reilly’s back arched, readying for a blow. “Redemption from self-deception. From the lie that we are alone; that we are individual; that we are more than flesh and blood. For we are one blood; one blood flowing in one direction, from one family, in one community.” His words were bullets, wounding every heart who heard them. He raised one hand. “However, in order for us to become united into one flow some of us must become leaders, examples for other to follow toward the source, to the heart of the matter. Tonight we are here to witness the resurrection, the moving forward, the great progression of such a leader.” He laid his hand on Reilly’s shoulder. She looked up at him, not believing what she was hearing.
Two weeks ago her history teacher had rebuked her in front of the whole class for asking a question about the White Witch Coventina, who made the son of a woman go blind who had accidently brushed against the tip of her wand in a busy marketplace. The teacher had said she was justified, but Reilly though it a cruel and unjust punishment. Ever since then she had been constantly chastised for things they had overlooked previously. Yesterday she had been made to stand in front of the whole lunchroom to be censured for wearing a skirt that went three inches above the knee instead of two. She had worn that skirt a dozen different times before and no one had said anything. And now they were praising her. She couldn’t believe it. Mr. Thomasson turned and looked her in the eyes. He continued:
“But resurrection is not easy, not without loss. For first, you must die.” She blinked. He was still smiling, his hand still resting easily on her shoulder. She heard quiet steps coming up on her other side from behind.
“Mom.” She was starting to shake, and her eyes were getting watery.
“I love you, Reilly,” her mom said. She grabbed Reilly’s arm, and shoved a needle under her skin.
“Mom!” Dizziness hit her like a juggernaut, and she tottered, but felt strong arms holding her up. Her vision was blurry from the water in her eyes and something else. She felt herself being lowered to the ground, and then she knew no more.
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